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Thursday, May 19, 2011

WHEN MY HEART TICKS

Every heart beat reminds me that I’m still alive for a reason. What I do after the thought twinkles either fuels my motivation towards the goal or militates against fulfilling it. Many people say life is unfair, and one can almost not make anything good out of it. Well, the ones that believe life is full of opportunities create a platform (internet) for such people to spread their pessimistic thoughts. A lot of people have been employed via the internet; some have been fired via emails, and even social networking sites (I don’t have any proof lol). Some people have made friends over the internet; others have truncated their relationships over the internet. People have been duped/scammed over the internet; some others have become rich just by clicking on links from the comfort of their homes.

A digression: Speaking of being duped or scammed, some months back, one dude was really upset with me for not falling for his buy-6PCs-for-$500 scam (From the US including shipping!) HAHAHA!!! Is it just me or is there a way people can determine how vulnerable (they think) you are by looking at your picture?

I wish some things didn’t happen; I wish other things happened. I understand some things that happen, when they happen. I don’t even understand why some things happened, happen or didn’t happen. Truth is, I really don’t care why some things happened, happen or didn’t happen. Some answers leave you with more questions. why then should i worry my little head? I sometimes wish my wishes could actually yield results – like wishing that someone would just wake up one day and be interested in my vision, and say “Hey, tiem…I’d like to invest in your dreams. I budgeted this money for something else, but I just feel you need it more than I do” hahaha! (Ignore that).

But sincerely, right now, I’m in the library trying to figure out how to complete this coursework, but I find myself typing this post, wishing that by a stroke of luck, it makes sense to someone….wishing that as you read it, you recall the reason why you’re still alive…wishing you’ll have faith that as the sun always shines after the storm, your next move will produce results better than yesterday’s. And, yeah, I also wish this course work can finish itself.
Er…just kidding! Have a blessed life. Remember, If you come off as a sad person, don’t blame me for staying away from you. In this case, opposite don’t attract. That’s just a scientific theory. If I’m a little happy, I want to be associated with happier people. The only reason you, as a happy person, should be hanging around unhappy people should be to help them find happiness. You shouldn't leave them more depressed than you met them. Sometimes we need to shut up, and listen. Share their pain, but help them get rid of it. Also, you can't have answers to everything. Make sure there's a clear distinction between suggestions/advice and/or universally proven methods (if there's anyhing like that...okay, there isn't!).

Okay, these are just random thoughts tiptoeing into my head, so pardon me for not articulating them under ‘headings’. You don’t really mind, do you? Lol

work hard. pray harder. Thank God

PS: true and lasting happiness comes from within...Everlasting joy comes from above, ONLY - from GOD. yep! i said it!